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Vicious Rumors EP

by David F. Bello

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theres no soul, this is soulless i dont know what im supposed to say but a billion older people can do it the right way one get stoned, one does origami is there something to excapism for me? this is the only thing that makes me work this is the only thing that makes me work ive got yr piss on my fingers ive got yr piss on my fingers there was never a girl that liked the boy who liked her there was never a girl that walked with me to the ymca she didn't have a heart she was not made of gold and no, she's not listed, no if you break what i fix and you make it get sick if i clap, if you laugh and you break it in half come back and carve up a switch i hit you with it, yr a snitch
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Two 02:23
la la, la la la la la la la and you said to me, "will you remember me when yr famous?" and i said to you "ill never be famous b/c im nothing if not honest and ill always be nothing i can see myself at 30 w/ a wife and some kid and a house and a car and i dont think that i really wanna die there but i dont think ive got a choice b/c we have to lie where we make the bed as boys handjobs are for the immature and in high school i skipped some steps i wanna go to the wedding of the girl i had a crush on in 3rd grade and get real drunk and get real mad and get in a fight with the best man's dad
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Balls 03:10
at 20 yrs old, what can you know? what can you claim to be? highways and war, some old drunken whore yr future is plain as song to see working at hechingers, building a deck and yr not gonna make it that way with an idiot plan, that no one understand or at least they dont, so you say "fuck this town, fuck the music scene and fuck all my friends who dont understand fuck learning and tests of discipline and patience i want to prove to myself that im a man" whiskey and reds, unmade beds kerouac, dylan, and alt-country rock a small fish in a smaller pond is no way to go when oppurtunity knocks if man is defined by poverty and wine then why would you want that, you fool? i know youll regret, but its what you get with the decision to drop out of school and say...
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One 04:06
do these things!: -watch lovers crumble and do nothing abt it -slip on a banana peel so brown that no one will laugh -be more glad than ever that you just called -tell everyone i am gona kill myself but then keep goin on as if nothing happened -IF i ever stop drinkin THEN go back in time, and use 3x less the cocaine -become that guy (yes, THAT guy!) -waste my life with art -fill the empty spaces in my heart with worthless bits of academia and overwraught images of fading beauty -accept the notion that i am no longer anyone's son, and i will one day become a father only to find my own son temporary. at 20 he will grow out of love and any kind of caring for the things that actually do matter -hurt the only people who care for me -hurt everyone who ever cared for me -hurt everyone who ever one day may care for me -convince the one that mattered once that everyone is shit, and that everything they love is broken, everything they love is dead; and that THE TALL TREE I PISSED ON OUT OF SPITE is only a mirror facing a mirror or some other cliched bullshit that's supposed to represent real emotion (Oh, and by the way, the world will never end. The polar ice caps are not melting, and they will not shift for millions of years.) -remember that i once held a deep faith in something called God! it really meant something, and probably still does -forget that one day i lost my way and found a new way and got lost again and just gave up/sat down/pissed my name in the dirt/wept blood in the name of christ for all who suffer in the name of anything that has a name -lie abt my past! -realize that anytime i have a real emotional reaction to anything i cover it up w/ somethin to say that is vacant and boring and irrelevant -stab! the musicians behind all bad songs -stab! the writers behind all bad books -stab! the painters behind all the bad paintings and stab myself for pretending to be important too! -stop whining -stop writing songs abt not even writing songs anymore -stop writing songs
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i could sit around all day telling myself that if i was a girl i would like me ive got such a sweet personality and i i could lose my house fillin my head with broken spikes straws of caking life unfilled trays of food and cartons of milk without cost or debt at the shelter and i i could bruise my skin wearing the same clothes since last month buyin a sandwich every few weeks my mother comes to visit but my father he wont and i i could use my skill of pressing buttons to call him up but you know i wont because im a fool ive never been a man my heart is a boy who's been buried in the sand and i i could be covered, covered, covered by the sea by the sea! by the tides! the moon pulls the blanket over my eyes that see no more! ill never leave this shore! its up to my nose! my eyelids begin to close!
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Three 03:28
the water in the sink is as bad as the water in the toilet but filters and bottles cant keep it from you im not talkin abt the sea level yet but i have a feelin i will be in a minute or two its not like i wasnt born in a hospital its not like i wasnt punched by the doctor until i screamed a first breath test my lungs worked then and they do now (obviously but what does it matter if one day the sun will explode? our moon will count rhythm in tides but not in any beat that the beaches can hold its then that the oceans will reach the tops of the mountains! its then, then, then. diggin up the bones of yr own people will eventually make you consider yr own mortality and at some point youll question the methods yr leaders have chosen to use, and their morality theres a vicious rumor goin round that the earth will last forever! tell yrself it was the chemical companies and thank them when you get cancer its then that the oceans will reach the tops of the mountains! its then, then, then.
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Out of Ideas 07:43
its like ive been sittin here cryin in my beer for the past 6 years for the past 6 years! i can always attract and awkward crowd of girls to push around that i can use if i get deperate and i know ill never have to pay for it when the lights go out, and the sea overflows, ill be out of ideas ill confess all that i feel if you admit hes out of yr field im throwin out all the trash im savin up my cash to bob hope some fresh jokes i can pass off and emote

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released January 1, 2007

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David F. Bello Philadelphia, Pennsylvania

I sing for The World is a Beautiful Place & I Am No Longer Afraid to Die. This is my solo project.

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